الخميس، 3 سبتمبر 2015

I know it's up to me but opinions matter!

I will be 30 in February. Over a year ago I was experiencing the worst irregular periods of my life. I would be on my period for 8 months straight and off for 4 months or spot in between. It wasn't a light period either. The doctors couldn't get it to stop with hormones. In fact they were considering surgery which I was NOT about to let happen. It's still my choice! I understand that they were concerned about cancer risks and the fact that I was bleeding heavily for entirely too long. My case had been passed around to several doctors. They even had a "round table" discussion about me with 13 doctors present. I am also in grad school and got married in June 2013. Yes I am getting a late start on growing a family.....but I also wanted to finish grad school so my husband would have a chance to finish. The doctor said to me a year ago "You need to start trying now so we can see what we need to do". Well that was a no go for me...I knew I wasn't fertile my husband I use no form of protection what so ever. But now I have less than 9 months until I graduate...we want to start trying because I am now ovulating and having regular cycles....not by medications (i don't take any but by an all natural product). My biggest fear is trying, getting pregnant and not getting a job because I'm pregnant! I'm also concerned about being pregnant and being in a hospital all the time. Is anyone in my shoes? Advice? I want to be a mommy but I feel like I am running out of time :(


I know it's up to me but opinions matter!

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